wow! i just finished reading The Garden about adam and eve and is it so weird! it puts such a twist on everything we have been tought before. Example: it seems in the book that the serpant and god have switched places and the serpant says in th book he stands for justice, everything good and forgives.while god says that anything that does something he dosent stand for is evil ( like the eagle, which is free in the book and doent do anything some says)and will not forgive. also it says that god dosent know evrything and lets things get past him and that is how natal disasers( tornatos, avalaches ect.) got created. it was RELLY good but it just makes you think.

Current Mood: curious

      i just went to church the other night and was it hectck! i mean really, it was like scary hectick. yet funny. okey i went with my friend anamaria to our church,i would say...about 6 nights ago and it sarted out like normal. you know sing, listen , sing some more, pray, listen, neele, and all that but it all changed when father craig said for anyone who wanted to exept jesus in there life may stand and walk over o him. well serprizigly a lot of the church stood (about 35%) and walked to father craig. then all the elders stared walking over there when it got all quite me and ana thought it was time for comunion so we stood along with some other people and queitly walked to the front of the church expecting to do comunion. well as soon as we got too far we know we had made a mistake but couldnt go back because of the huge crowd. and you know what was so weird was that we look over and ellie, this girl that goes too our church as well( we strongly dislike her) starts out with tounges and everyone followd.me and ana just counldnt help but lauge a little and i will never forget the look ellie gave us!but it was pritty kool whatching all the people get saved by jesus. i dont think i will ever forget that night. but i hope it never happens again. i hate standing in a crowd of people that seem like there going mad!

Current Mood: weird

"We use our tongues to praise our lord and father, but then we curse people, whom god made like himself.....my brothers and sisters, this should not happen."
                                                                                          James 3:9;10
  
    i have rally been thinking about this for a while now and i think this is one of the most common sins. i mean,i hear something everyday at school, and i will even emit i have said some stuff before and been hurt by people saying stuff before. hasn't everyone? okey this is my goal of the week. to stop using my tongue for bad and to start useing it for god. no cursing, no hurting other peoples feelings, no lying, no nothing that isn't good or praising god. i will learn to tame my tongue. okey settled. wow. this weeks thing is going to be hard.

Current Mood: calm

   oh today was like filled with so much! okey it started in hume lake and i Really didn't want to leave! i already miss it. like its so nice and peaseful, beautiful, just perfect. any one that hasnt been to hume lake before is probibly thinking that im weird, but if you have been there you know what i mean. now i have to worie about what i will were tomarrow and stuff like that. stratened hair or go with curls? kaprees or pants? shorts or a skirt? gosh!
   
    i dont think i will write anymore cause i am exhausted! so i am going to go pray and go lay down in my big warm down cofiter and cuddle with porsha (my kity) and dream. oh that sound so good! good night!

Current Mood: exhausted